I'm not sure if I'm doing NaNoWriMo. When I make a decision I feel all too drawn to do the opposite so now I'll write if I want, or not. So far I've got a page and a half of something bad I had no intention of writing, so who knows.

Right now I need to sign up for four classes again. Ugh. I just wanted some time to talk to someone about what I could do differently, but I have to sign up immediately to keep my insurance and my appointment isn't until... I've no idea. With all the health problems that have been building up, I really can't afford not to sign up to something. I guess it really doesn't matter right now what I take, but I'm still thinking about art classes that are too expensive anyway.

I just don't want to be me right now. If only there was such a way to take a short vacation away from ourselves every now and then. I've always been looking for a place where I could just sit for a while, away from everything. I don't think that place exists.